I'll never forget
The Flowers You Gave Me
or anything else for that matter
DORITA
070191
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doritarded@live.com.sg
there's not much i wanna say.
just a lot that i wanna do.
if i ever get the chance
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
why
why
why
i was dumb.
utterly dumb.
the dumbest i've ever been and it really seems like the end for me.
what am i to do?
i dont know how to live my life like that.
i dont know how to live my life without something as much a part of me as everything else added up together.
this feeling of exisitence
im not really here am i?
it dosen feel like im here.
i feel like a dream
i am nightmare
so it feels
feelings- complicated things arent they
i dont know what i feel now.
lost
stupid
non-exsistence
a longing like never before
twisted twisted love
love- it a whole other thing.
not just a feeling
a commitment you say?
well what happened then?
i was stupid. i admitted it
i want to do something about it
i'll do anything about it
im broken
messed up
a pile of rotting trash now
you
cool
calm
collected
even cold
the things you say
the things you do
im confused
and
unsatisfied.
have you realised?
its been a week now...
10:25 AM